Soliloquy of the Solipsist

In less than a week I’ve had three missed calls from ‘+61 8 7328 1997’ each call has been at around 6am here (which is 9am in Aust). I’m so confused. Does anyone have any idea who might be calling me? Eeeek! Also, if they want me so bad, why don’t they leave a voice message!! Also, apaz ‘08’ is WA, SA and NT.

The DC Cupcakes show is oooonnnn! Incredible!

Edit: this show is actually shit. So fake. And the women who run the bakery are SO ANNOYING! Less talking, moooore baking, please. I miss Cake Boss.

I JUST SAW AND AD FOR A SHOW ABOUT A CUPCAKE STORE! DC Cupcakes! Why didn’t I know this show existed?! I wish I had foxtel. Also, last season of Aust Masterchef is on. Haha.

I am feeling completely disconnected from home. K is pretty much the only person communicating with me. I get that I am overseas, but that doesn’t mean I don’t miss people. I feel selfish. I am having an amazing time, but I still miss home. I’m worried I am going to return home and become incredibly insular and reclusive. I guess that isn’t entirely bad though. It is my last semester of my degree and I will be on placement.

I should post something happier about my trip.

!!

When you’re worried about some you love and care about a lot, but can do pretty much nothing because you’re in another country for another week and a bit.

And it’s meant to storm all day. Hmm. Fingers crossed it doesn’t storm until this evening.

Vividly remembering past traumatic experiences, feeling incredibly sick and being unable to sleep. Needing the safe arms if yr partner; being an 8 or so hour flight away.

Fucking shit.

Especially I Miss You. This song will always forever remind me of barkingsparrows too.

But, what’s with all the feelings songs tonight?!

Whilst I have always despised both Simple Plan and Natasha Bedingfield, their song Jet Jag is a little relevant right now and the fact that it is on tv right now kinda sucks.

Simple Plan making me sad. WHAT HAS THE WORLD COME TO?!